And you wanted me I came to you
And when you wanted someone else I withdrew
And when you asked for light I set myself on fire
And if I go far away I know
You'll find another slave
Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are !!
You may have seen me in my deepest abyss, which i sure had dug up for myself. And yes you may have found me faltering and stumbling as i try to make out my next step. Though I tried to live by the rules since ever, they seem to guide me not, and I had surrendered my forever at the doorstep of your aberrations. Yet all you saw was my weakness, echoing my inner fears. I may be something ordinary, my ambitions seem distraught to you, yet when I try to make my come-back, you sure do always erect the same old rules. Through the days of my ever lasting momentum, through the darkest recess of my hours, I have tempered my will to survive. I may be the tiny fragment flowing in the gargantuan flow of your world, I may just be chance of your life. You may not see me even when i am there, and right now you may smile at my uncommon distress.
Its not a epiphany I narrate to you, its not just talk. As I have stood here, watching, all go through the mirror of my life; I have reasoned and rankled against un-justice, i have berated time.
Yet all the possible scenarios of would-haves and could haves, that I foresaw, I know that none could have stood against the tests of time. I now know what a fool I have been, I now know the effect of what i felt.
As I have stood, understood and sometimes mis-understood I get the feeling that lot has simply gone by.
To view with clarity,
And not to be hindered by the opaqueness of false notions,
to let pragmatism lead you, to the pre-defined destiny awaiting!
The rhythmic crests and falls of the monotone never guide the path of truly awakened; they cease to be the yardsticks of judgment. And somewhere as you move along this chalked out road, you stop considering the brickbats or the appraisals you may receive.
To know and more importantly to believe in your notions and creations is the start of your limitless boundaries.
