Its been a long week, kind of self explainatory types!
The answers I once tried to find were right there before me. Once again, just for the final touch I threw myself back into the blaze. And I found my lost dreams, the way to lead on. There with me, just for me and had always been only for me.
Wonder why I had been so lost in the maze of surreal emotions?
I picked myself up, I know your traits, I know your indifference, and now I know your betrayals. They shake me not, they guide me not.
I have the key to my bound shackles, to find it I just had to throw myself into the blaze for one last time.
The deal is done, I have understood my aim.
Now waiting for the final touch!

The morning brought with it, if not a brighter outlook, as least a measure of control, some acceptance. Instinctively, I knew that the new tear in my heart would always ache. That was just going to be a part of me now. Time would make it easier — that’s what everyone always said. But I didn’t care if time healed me or not, so long as Jacob could get better. Could be happy again.

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