More relaxed right now, yet the fear of losing you haunts me day and night. I do perceive that may be the time is just not right, yet somehow the way life is going on, feels so alone. I have you yet your presence is thoroughly missed. As i am stumbling through these road blocks we have created, I have to believe that we will survive! Because belief is the only way i am preventing myself from getting shattered. Every day, every time i feel ignored by you- its as if all my dreams have crashed and screwed my heart. Yet when i hear your voice, i wish with all my heart that 'we' will survive. Right now i feel shattered, the man with whom i wanted to share my success, is the one who seems the most lost to me! If this is happiness then i guess i was better off with our not so happy times when you were there. Its easy to say that change has to be accepted- but why only change for bad, why not show me more love for a change.
As the night goes on, i think whats there tomorrow, why do i believe yet i keep losing hope..