Month of revelations!
month of breaking free.
well now the erase is complete, slightly jarred though at ease.
the stumbles are final, more than this not possible, and if they are.. i know i can deal with anything.
Three years before who would have thought of today, who would have thought of the heights u climb, the facades u put up and the hate u grow in your heart.
the innocence is lost, its what u see, that u learn.
The guilt is yours to carry, coz now my heart stays at peace, by breaking myself up, i gave it a chance to rebuild from the scratch.
Would curse u(destiny) in all probability, yet it will work out, because now out of the chains, all i have is the best of me.
The best of me, would suffice to laugh at your plighty state, your 'lady' luck doomed forever, hurt haunts her day in and day out. The wounds she festered in my blood, wreck her heart day in and day out. May the soreness ache her soul and crash her for years to come.
And simply, What goes around comes back around.
For you, growing up would be the best kick in ur nuts!! And so I laugh aloud at the rat you are, because hiding is what you SHOULD do now.
Lady luck dooms you forever and you be her unlucky charm, this is my blessing to the unworthy heart
and now forever I laugh at the mirage u seemed.
All I have is the best of me
I fall and I pick myself up. I lose hope yet I dream. I am lost and I find myself again, I cry and I laugh through my tears. I despair yet I believe !!!
9/30/10
9/7/10
which to bury, us or the hatchet?
I find it so upsetting that, the memories that you select you keep the bad but the good you just forget.
And even though I'm angry I can still say, I know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away.
And all this time I never thought
that all we had would be all for naught
No, I don't hate you,don't want to fight you
but right now I just don't like you, cause you took this too far
Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge.And wisdom always chooses
these black eyes and these bruises, over the heartache that they say
never completely goes away
--edited version of a fabulous song!
And even though I'm angry I can still say, I know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away.
And all this time I never thought
that all we had would be all for naught
No, I don't hate you,don't want to fight you
but right now I just don't like you, cause you took this too far
Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault
I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge.And wisdom always chooses
these black eyes and these bruises, over the heartache that they say
never completely goes away
--edited version of a fabulous song!
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