11/23/10
Maybe
Time runs by! Yesterday it did, today again. But the wandering feels good now. It soothes, caresses, makes you feel its own and never does it leave you. Time makes changes, time is the savior again.
People have gone by, a callous nature sets in today. "So what!" my brain says. And now the heart lags on. I ponder on the questions of cynicism. I ponder over the unimportance of immortality. I am me, just me.
I bind no one, bounded by none. The world sets together at this moment, because as I sit alone for this single day, I am thinking about how thoughts have changed. My thoughts!
My feelings, taking a backseat for now, and the heart has gone for a run. Cold and numb, the heart warms at the solitude I face in the chilled night of my life.
I am Me, today, tomorrow and yesterday. And now I can hurt no one.
Standing over the mountain top, looking deep below, one side water surrounds me, and the valleys drench me with their view.
I see the sunset over the sea, I take in this moment. I turned out differently.
and I erase 'a' word
In ****
Out of ****
Damn ****
This is my today.
People have gone by, a callous nature sets in today. "So what!" my brain says. And now the heart lags on. I ponder on the questions of cynicism. I ponder over the unimportance of immortality. I am me, just me.
I bind no one, bounded by none. The world sets together at this moment, because as I sit alone for this single day, I am thinking about how thoughts have changed. My thoughts!
My feelings, taking a backseat for now, and the heart has gone for a run. Cold and numb, the heart warms at the solitude I face in the chilled night of my life.
I am Me, today, tomorrow and yesterday. And now I can hurt no one.
Standing over the mountain top, looking deep below, one side water surrounds me, and the valleys drench me with their view.
I see the sunset over the sea, I take in this moment. I turned out differently.
and I erase 'a' word
In ****
Out of ****
Damn ****
This is my today.
11/5/10
Laughter is what makes us Human. Only Humor will help you go through the worst and triumph in your best
its laughter which hides my tears, every time i fall, its humor which shows my inner strength. If this is my life, damn, i'll show you the perfect way it can be lived.
I'l live it perfectly, no shame in crying at my failures. No modesty when I find my Saviour, and nothing but out right glee when I reach another milestone.
Milestone, because my journey will never ever end.
I am a free laughing bird.
At peace,and at war.
its laughter which hides my tears, every time i fall, its humor which shows my inner strength. If this is my life, damn, i'll show you the perfect way it can be lived.
I'l live it perfectly, no shame in crying at my failures. No modesty when I find my Saviour, and nothing but out right glee when I reach another milestone.
Milestone, because my journey will never ever end.
I am a free laughing bird.
At peace,and at war.
11/3/10
the dream.
Jessy knew then. This was special.
She said-
" he made me smile, my heart if nothing but free. Finally someone is here, to accept my cynical self. To gather me, and to take pride in my imperfections.
For him, I am the world, for him I stand true. for him I am what life means. To call me, to wait for me and break me and cherish me.
For him I exalt in my being, with him I am strong. He is the cloud which shades me, understands the million facades I have. Appreciates my agony and wants me and all my jaded heart. He gives me all, patiently waiting for me to understand, the million ways he would live his life 'only' for me.
Him I know, would never surrender me, him I know would never break my heart. Him I know would hold me tight and make me realize my zillion dreams. He knows the twinkle in my eyes, the mischief breaking through my smile as well as the slight droop around the corners of my lips.
For him my eyes are his world, the strands of my hair holding his world strong. For it is him, who puts me to sleep, waking up at my first call. In his million tiny ways he came through my jaded heart. Asking me not to hate, yet understanding my need to hate. He has seen through my teary eyes, the low voice. He has followed me places, just to be near me. In many ways, it is now that I feel at the receiving end of love instead of the giving. Being spoiled with love is something new. "
And Jesse knew. This is special. Being cared for, being taken care of is something so new.
Eddy said- 'Your bad times just begin'!
Eddy shouted out to the world, in pain and in agony
'I don't forgive nor do I forget.
For all the suckers, for all the failures of my life
Do blame me for all your future unhappiness,
remember that when a tear falls from your eyes, its me who is praying out there for you to tear your heart apart in pain, in humiliation.
Each time any one of you crosses my path, i'l do my best to spoil your life. I will curse your happiness so much that not a single good prayer can reach you. Each day your heart is heavy, your life a shamble, blame me. I will be the reason behind it all.
The wrongs you have done to me, will come back in multiples to you, your love and your life. Everything you hold dear will fade out. And your tomorrow will be what you made my today- alone, disappointed and surprised at your duplicity.
When you cry- remember its me who has prayed with all my being for you to be miserable. The bad will come back to you, when you abandoned a friend, so will you get it back. When you took the side of wrong, so will it come back. And when you cheated, so will that come back.
Remember its your time now.'
Eddy said - 'Your bad times just begin'!
'I don't forgive nor do I forget.
For all the suckers, for all the failures of my life
Do blame me for all your future unhappiness,
remember that when a tear falls from your eyes, its me who is praying out there for you to tear your heart apart in pain, in humiliation.
Each time any one of you crosses my path, i'l do my best to spoil your life. I will curse your happiness so much that not a single good prayer can reach you. Each day your heart is heavy, your life a shamble, blame me. I will be the reason behind it all.
The wrongs you have done to me, will come back in multiples to you, your love and your life. Everything you hold dear will fade out. And your tomorrow will be what you made my today- alone, disappointed and surprised at your duplicity.
When you cry- remember its me who has prayed with all my being for you to be miserable. The bad will come back to you, when you abandoned a friend, so will you get it back. When you took the side of wrong, so will it come back. And when you cheated, so will that come back.
Remember its your time now.'
Eddy said - 'Your bad times just begin'!
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