I try to break all these rule, in the only hope to reach a moral epiphany. Sadly all it brings me is chaos and a weird sense of peace, looking at myself-so unmoved by the chaos.

How can it turn out to be so, being so afraid and still so in want of tomorrow.  

Around me, many melodramas unfold. I try to understand the knick and knacks of 'living'.To better the tomorrow, sometimes u have to try a different approach.Sometimes, ( as always) u have to think out of your box. The rigmaroles of your highly stressed out life, leave nothing, nothing much at least to provide you with an unconventional thinking style. Mostly everyday, its the basic 'khana-peena-sona' basic which makes your world go around.

Then how do you try to make your mark on what you aim?? 

Ain't that simple as we all thought. Not at all. 

When we are young we think that, come the age of 22-23 we will have the world, or at least our locality lapping up our feet. We thought we would be the toast of town. tch tch tch. Till now it hasn't even taken a step in that direction.

Time is a funny thing.. It certainly heals, sometimes makes you look back at your choices and the moments which have faded away. If you have managed to keep your sanity and let your principles guide you, this look back certainly won't be bitter. For the losses, there are always experiences, life altering moments and people who have enriched you.

If you have somehow managed to give your best to people and situations, looking back, there will be only a lingering fondness. The smiles, laughter, good times and the childhood as well as adolescence all a fleeting mirage in the pool of time. The wisdom and memories, may they stand you in good stead, as you stand looking at the future.

At the end of all the complexities, choices and worries, sincerely 'No Regrets'