time for goodbyes (all over again)

I feel at loss right now. Every thing, every moment, every happiness, I leave here.
Maybe to come back, possibly never to come back. Every time we fall, we learn to hope again. So did I. And so will I. Because I'm leaving every moment here, in this place. Starting over again? Is it possible? Possibly no.

Because, learning from your mistakes, makes you a better man (woman in my case).Every time I hit the bottom, what makes it worth is the lessons I learn. What makes it worth is the true face of people I see, people I consider(ed) my own. What makes it worth is that never again in my life, shall I go back on the same mistakes. Because when this time I hit the bottom, every person around me, made it worth the hurt. Because this time I hit harder than before.
I am not any kind of martyr, I am not the forgiver. I am no longer the friend, no longer the foe. I am no longer the love, no longer the hate. Because this time I hit harder and possibly beliefs were broken (in place of bones).