10/31/10

My strength doesn't come from bringing you down, my strength doesn't come from hitting you when you reach your lows. My strength comes from knowing the difference between right and wrong.
I am not the picture of ego and false pretenses, I'm not the God or Dog of living with hate. I don't feel this need to be a master of my destiny.
I live with hope, hope for a new day when the pain recedes, when it stops, when it nullifies to zilch. Now I live with 'peace' of mind. And now I live with me! I had people, had dreams of putting an act together but now just lessons.
And it works out for the best, I suppose.
The baggages I leave, the memories I burn, the wants I bury. The people long dead, their acts of disappointment too much to bear. Like the sea, I keep it quiet. Too quiet. And after everything I persevere. Because beliefs hold, faith sticks. I chose what I believe in, and whom I have faith upon. Because life abounds with disappointments, and heretics to 'your' faith(fullness).
My strength comes not from masquerading as 'a high on life lover' it comes from knowing that I stand at 'Right'
Happiness comes from not being afraid to stand alone, and now I am truly Happy.
I gift them their false beliefs, false code of living and friendship and love. Its what segregates the coward from the brave.
and truly
' Everything, everything Ends! '

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