self

Walking away.. because it doesn't make sense cribbing and crying any longer. Walking away because i want to grow up and feel the real feelings now.
Walking away because I don't want to look back into the memories. The good and bad, i no longer want to remember...

Going away on a journey to find myself, for the first time. I don't promise to be good, don't promise to be bad. I promise my 'self' to give it all the chances, it always deserved. I promise to avoid the obvious hurts, to live for what I believe in.I promise to give back when I get hurt.
There is no one else in this void, its only me swirling in the chaos, like a leaf trying to find direction in the storm. But its better to be alone rather than crashing and burning another. Its better to know yourself first rather than promise to understand someone else.
Believe me I have done all now, yet I think the problem is that i don't understand myself. I don't know what I want.
And that is the path I am choosing.

There is something surrounding me, that makes me want to cut all the shackles. It makes me want to cut the losses and bring a change in my life.

Step number 1: Reconnect to my self. Know my strengths, weaknesses and falls

Project Zeitgiest.