Patiently I wait for my time to come. And oh what a time it shall be. A time to laugh and smile, a time to drown my sorrows in laughter, till I can no longer cry.
I wait for the turns and tumble to come, because no matter how much you deny;
Change is inevitable, the wiser me agrees now. But the heart aches and the heart burns have taught me a rough lesson; Change cannot 'visibly' destroy me now.

From whats left of my ashes, every time I try to build a castle. But look at this tragic story, every time I stumble at the foundation. On days I wonder, when I will leave this cynical castle of mine, and breathe free. On days I wonder whats to become of me. I have walked alone for a long time now, hitting hard, falling and stumbling. For long I wonder sitting across that lonely spot. Now and then I touch some flecks of sunshine, now and then a mirage or so keeps me happy. But soon the shadows remind me, of the chaos in me.
For then it was when anger filled me, and now even that has left me. For now it is that I try to make something, for now it is that I try to find the meaningful insights.

But I know that my time will come, and oh what a time it shall be!!