Every new city has a new lesson. Most of all it teaches you how to deal with your loneliness, how to walk alone on the street, with nothing but memories.
It has been kind of confusing, not knowing my standing. I look around, and I see myself wanting to be a hundred different people all at once. But greater than that is the feeling of emptiness slowly creeping up. It is like when you know what you want and stand for, yet you cannot explain.
It is like you are saying something different, but it is heard differently. This is just one of the puzzles, needed to be figured out. If we take chances, we do have our brief periods of indecision. This is one of that. Hopefully I will figure this out too. Hopefully all will be well.

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