I have to say this out loud,  life moves on.  It changes and changes you and your dreams.
Peace, comfort and hope,  all pieces of a puzzle you are yet to solve.  For now we, are idyllically playing the game,  hoping to somehow reach the blazing horizons.  I know there are some teachings remaining somewhere.  A subset of the remaining lessons soon to come.  I just hope that inspite of the mistakes,  in lieu of the price i have already paid,  i just hope that the lessons, would be easier.  That they won't take a chunk out of my soul. Justifiably scared given all it took to reach this, semblance of peace.

When tomorrow comes i hope for a, stronger me.  With my very few loved ones still keeping me sane.  When tomorrow comes,  i hope i stop looking back.  The, affections of adoloscence erased from my mind. All my energy only on today and tomorrow. I don't want to be a better person,  i just want a relatively pain free future with my hopes not shattered,  dreams not so far out of reach.  And more importantly my passions,  my love and love of life intact.

So help me God!

All sincerely
xx#drukenramblings