The dream time seems to have reached an end. Love and cherishing now "need smiles".
Iv arrived my crossroads, the journey from here after-wards is unclear! I had desired ever lasting moments but time has made me realize that change was and will always be inevitable. Seems futile putting down your roots even for a moment.
The sad part here is that I am not as immune to emotions as i had thought myself to be. I reckon that is the classic human part of me.
I had given up myself, my faith, my destiny and my complete being to fulfill this feeling i had felt. No more after this, no more being prone to wants.