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As life has lead me on, I have come to believe that Man ultimately stands alone. If you are one of the lucky few who are surrounded by loved ones, God bless you. May the happiness lead on.
For the other commoners, I know the fact sucks. Having to rely on yourself to celebrate your joy and pain, its a tough act. Its a party all around, everyone hides behind a facade, the mask of ugliness or beauty. But behind this mask is the same face all through, each one has the same basic lines etched on their faces.How the facade has been decorated is the culmination of the past, the present and all the ordeals or glory you may have faced. The other deal here is how you have aimed to project yourself to the society, to people around you. At times that smiling face, ecstatically dancing in the crowd is the one trying to strengthen the core o his heart. And at times the gloomy morose man sitting in that dark and dingy corner is simply one who has not learned the art of counting his blessings. But that is the tangled thread of human actions. The less resolved the better is this glittering fabric.
You may have a circle of friends and family, but the bottom line is that what is there may be more of an appearance instead of the reality. And when this realization starts/begins to sink in, its then that you begin accepting the futility of what man tries to create. The relations, the friendships, the lovers, the loves everything fades away with time. If not today maybe in another two years. If the relation is there, what vaporizes is the warmth, the essence of its being. What is left behind is only A chalk out of the whole box.
These things are such that you cant run away from accepting then. Why wait till old age to accept this underlining fact of the whole story?? Why wait till you get pushed around? And so Iv accepted whats there, whats true. I'm no longer living in the so called garden of dreams, of non-acceptance. But then that's my story, hiding behind the mask, but then that's MY plan. And strangely I guess now I'm happy that I've reached this conclusion for my life, my way.