No hope no pain!

Tonight I have no sleep in my eyes
I think something has just crashed in front of me.
Dilemma is what i'm in.

could-haves have turned into 'not-happening'
I don't feel great at the moment
I'm not thinking much now;
Desolation is around me
suddenly I feel as if iv been marooned
Thrown from the cliff-
banned forever to live the life of Gulliver.

Tonight sleep evades me, i know the reason is valid.
It matters not to me, guess losers can any day quit.
I cannot speak of hope tonight,
bear with me please,judge me not.
I look around me in this almost morning,
I see the purple sky outside my window,
the chill is running through out my emotions,
This page is my only companion right now,
I cannot speak of hope tonight.