You love me yet you hate me

I know you love me YET you hate me
I am just the drug you cant live without.!

You say you love my eyes,
yet I know to you, they are only the mirrors of my guilt.
You say you trust me, and that you belong to me,
yet this time i choose to believe your words not.
I see you walking ahead of me,
as if trying to make some distance between us.
I find you looking for a way out every time your
standing next to me.
Every time I cried my heart out to you then
you told me that tomorrow would be better,
Yet my today finds you pining for freedom.

I know that you love me,
Yet I see the hate in your eyes.
I am simply an idea you once had
I fear it may be discarded soon.

I bleed you, you bleed me,
Its a tale of mutual curse.
I hurt you, you hurt me,
You say i have never ever understood you.
May be, i scarcely know what to believe in!
The clangs are out loud in my head, the clutter has simply grown.
I just know that you love me
Yet now you slowly hate me.

At the lowest ebb right now, I have no beliefs, no systems
To stand upon.
For years you were the only system that worked for me,
My only recluse
I know change is at times good, problems occur
Yet at times I have been the fool.
May be that's why you love me, yet you hate me!

After tonight I know a little part of my ability has been lost
I was proud of my capability to love, serves me right
(Pride hath fall)
I think this is the end of the dreams i strove to weave.
I sit here in my darkest abyss.
The fault I believe lies here
There Iv said it to the world today.

I know that you love me yet you hate me too.
May be the fault is all mine!