As I live through each day, i find everyday complexities increasing;

Strangely,the years make matters of the heart simpler,

The dust of yesterday receeds, the picture clearer now.

Yet today the heart is somewhat bitter,

Because as i live each day,i try to ignore the hurt they throw at me, 

I try to be as calm as ever

I try to rebound every day to a new high, the purpose still the same.

But somehow, they appear to teach me a new lessons,

filled with regrets, i still pander on the distance.

I thought living a life was easy, you just had to set your prioritis in order,

Maybe just be into yourself and what matters to you.

But then they teach me now, the other defination of life(for some)

" LIES, malicious, cutting through your consciousness"

Lies which could hurt someone, whom you dont know for yourself.

In the everyday greed people go through, maybe simple idle talk,

they accuse, they bitch and they try to ridicule. 

Im filled with an anger beyond comprehension, when i feel this chain of forsaken feelings.

Before you hang someone to your judgement, before a gathering,

maybe you should try to know the truth or keep your bloody, fuckin mouth shut.

The hurt you have passed on to others will surely boomerang back to you.

(Hopefully triple the size)!

Im filled with resentment toward the people who hang the innocent with their lies.

Because who are you to judge others, when your own slate is definitely not clean.

Who are you to applaud the low moments of someone's life, when surely,you will have your own!

Who are you to pass off your own weaknesses, your own deceits to other?

Im filled with regret for these people, who have nothing better to do with their life.

The life they lived is shaped by the stories of others,the lows of the Loners, fill them with some weird sense of achievement.

Iv seen all this, sensed the sadness,the vulnerability,when people lie about you.

Sadly the ones who do this to you were your old friends or people whom you dont even talk to.

Sadly for them they have a paradigm shift in their priorities that too in the wrong direction.

Im done dealing with the strappings of the failure of others,and also, im done with being quiet.

Everything,moves in a perfect circle, what you have thrown to others will surely shit your future.